I know I need to write my essay rather than a blog post. Essay must have been far more important than this blog. I knew, I knew it. But you know, sometimes I need to demonstrate a free writing to turn my writing switch on.
Although I don't know what to begin with. It is already April 2013, new year, the Spring semester is almost ending. (I knew I need to tackle on my final project asap, too. Oh well.) Since I came back to this Aloha island, everything has been so surreal. There were several really serious tough happenings in my life last semester. Some of them were quire critical for my life and surely affects my future for decades. Life happens. But life goes on. I gotta live my life. On the other hand, since passed lunar new year, I believe, things around me is quite surreal in the different way. I still feel like my passed spring break was just a dream. Well, even put the fact besides that the Big island never betray me, it is still dreamy and unreal. I am sure I am going back to the same place again, and I will experience an another kind of awesomeness. It is quite strange that I still feel like my spring break has not yet over. That's a contradiction. I knew it. Yet still, I cannot upload my pictures from spring break on Facebook since I feel like it is telling myself that the amazing time has over. So, I might be still dreaming and I don't have any idea to prove it anyway.
Perhaps I might be able to say that I am really thankful for those who around me, stand with me, jam with me and share stories with me. I really feel like I am in the right place, at the right time, with right people. I don't know what future lead me where though I am having one of the best days in my life. So far, so good.
After this semester, I am going back to Okinawa for a month. I hope I could relax, reunite with my favorite people, and get some valuable information and questions from my island. I am also excited to going to Singapore which has been quite an interesting place for me for a long time, culture wise, politic wise, landscape wise, well, pretty much in every aspects. I am visiting there with my lovely phD friend who is presenting in her first ever solo international conference. It is such an honor to be there and share the significant moment together. We sure will have fun and great experience. I will never get such opportunity again in my life in the future...everything has been so special these days.
Things happening around me recently energizes and encourage me so much. Still lot to think, sometime get confused, sometime be relieved. This is my time for nurture my life. I might be getting closer to my own truth, hopefully.
